Friday, August 05, 2005

BEWARE! Emerging wrinkles

Woohoo
Happy Birthday to me!

Gagggggg…
Another year older, another wrinkle and another fat roll.
Greeeaaattttt….
NOT!

Birthdays just aren't as exciting as they used to be. I haven't been excited about my birthday in years. I really started to be all blaaa about it when I turned 30. It is quite a mental leap to no longer classify your self as a young 20- year old, but as a supposed grown up. I don't feel very grown up.

And I am dealing with weight issues.

I haven't gotten heavier since JiXiang was born, I just haven't lost either. I have basically come to the conclusion that I am not going to loose a single pound or tighten a single sagging muscle until I stop breast feeding. Every time I do any bit of exercise over my regular bike ride to work my milk evaporates. I have a hard enough time making enough for her with this damn heat. I am sweating out my milk. Also, Li is a strong believer in breast feeding and is very against me offering formula. She is eating her veggies and will soon be on to biscuits, so I think I can hold out.
AUGH!!!
I hate my gut and it is depressing me. I remind JiXiang on a regular basis that her mother really does love her because she is willing to be fat and flabby for her.
Ugh!

Because I needed a little birthday present to start my day off right, (Ji woke me up at 6 which was not a good start) I took advantage of Ji having a nap to measure how long she was.
Well my little girl is about 69-70cm long, with out stretching her. I checked that on the little growth chart that the hospital gives you, and that put my girl at GIANT level for her age. Ahhhh, at least I am doing something right.

Oohoohohoh..
CHERI!!! Could you email me at home, my hotmail account, please!!! I left your address at work and feel like writing to you about nothing in general.
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